Here I am once again lost in thoughts, clouded by memories. Choking and suffocating on your false promises, and lies. I feel stranded alone to myself confined to this tiny abyss I’ve grown quite accustomed to. I’m lost, I have once more run into this brick wall, face first, mandible bone broken beyond repair. But I am determined to not let my heart feel the same. I wanted 2 simple things from you, time and your love. I know you loved me yes, but sometimes that isn’t enough. Actions speak louder than words, in most cases your words sometimes overpowered even your actions. It was becoming a habit once more, and I did not want that. I did everything for you, even if it were something I didn’t want. You compromise, it’s give and take…but all you ever did was take. I had given you my heart, body, mind and soul, and still it was taken for granted and tossed aside as if it were nothing. I wish that I could turn back the cruel and winding hands of time, but I cannot. What’s done is done, and I had tried to warn you, but you chose not to listen…Perhaps this will be your wake up call. I’m so sorry